We’re living in an age with camera phones and social media which is oh so important to have at least 1000 followers on the only way to keep those followers is to keep posting and to post something interesting. The selfie was born. Many people have said that these people are attention seeking, have nothing better to do or…they’re vain. There is a difference between a self-portrait taken with care, or a picture through a dirty mirror, yes, #dirtymirrorselfie is a thing. But are they vain? I beg to differ.
I have recently been capturing self-portraits, primarily on the grounds that it makes life so much easier. I don’t have to worry about my model turning up on time or making sure they rush over at a random time of the day because the lighting is just so. I don’t have to have someone leering over my shoulder whispering “ewww do I really look like that?” “delete it!” (Seriously, if I wanted you to look like you were fresh off the cat walk I would’ve told you that in a briefing- you’re making me delete the best photos) I can shoot when I want and when I feel inspired without having to rely on anyone else.
On a similar note, I know myself best and I know what I want from my photography. I have full control which pleases the perfectionist within me. How do I explain that I want to take a picture of someone’s jaw or neck without sounding a tad weird? I can’t. I’m nothing more than a subject. It’s not vain or narcissistic.
Taking self-portraits doesn’t mean that you’re confident within yourself. But on the same hand narcissism isn’t necessarily a bad thing- love yourself. Seeing how other people see you is quite an eye opening experience. I wouldn’t think a model looks bad without makeup or from a certain angle, I should see myself how others see me.
A self-portrait is brave.
What do you think?
Bethan Hollandt 